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Sibling Thoughts

Monday, January 8, 2018

I can't believe I'm typing the word "sibling", but it is definitely something that has been on our minds and hearts lately.
 Charlee is turning one this week and there has been a lot of talk about adding another baby to this circus. 
Not right now becuase well I'm not crazy but in the next year or two.
 The questions and thought about it that is can I put myself through another round of infertility battles. I know that we can get pregnant and have a successful pregnancy now. But will we have the same issues as last time and how to do you deal with it. Will it be completely different and we will get pregnant on the first medication cycle or will it be another five years of the whats, whens, and whys? 

Two years ago I never even thought that we could get
 pregnant or that it was even a possibility. I remember giving myself a pep talk and saying that this was it. It was the last time that I was trying 
to get pregnant the last medications and shots.
 I was done! 
Whatever happens was going to happen. Either in two weeks were going to have a negative pregnancy test and stop trying or I would be pregnant and the last five years would actually be for something... or someone! 
 But now we have the miracle that we prayed so hard and long far.
 Do you want to actually put ourselves through the process and take away from the angel that we have now. 

I really want her to have a sibling so she has that bond and connection with someone forever even after mommy and daddy are gone. Ya'll I don't know what to do. We know we want to have another baby but do we put ourselves through the fertility battles again??

Please tell me your thoughts and if you dealt or are dealing with this.....

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